Like Where Is My Mind


Like totally been inspired like everywhere and anywhere.  Bringing my journal in my purse was like the best idea ever!  Started writing poetry and had it on stage at Creative 360 twice—this was the first poem I ever wrote on a Thursday and reading it on stage on a Friday…awesome and weird…the first one was about a woman that has fallen in love with a serial killer.  Really?  My first poem.  Hmmm.

Serial Love

By: Heather Deogracia

Opening my eye sockets, you tied me up again and it is all clear I can see your hate

This typical abduction, forced behavior and sick chemicals of your head that make you deadly

This is you, the man on his knees pleading forever more

With a band of gold and diamond stone on my skin

Our past is a complicated fabric of sticky sickness, lying jealousy and you’re lashing eyes in evil stalking

My senses are screaming and pleading for you and for my little precious little life

How should I act to make you treat me like your doll, your princess, and your mother

Rocking back and forth, I put your poor humiliating head on my chest

This is the only way I know that won’t hurt me for an hour or so

He hates me because I am the only star in the galaxy he could love and trust

Just was supplied this huge pages of Bristol paper and now I am getting ideas before they are on paper—another thing I learned from my boyfriend, Leonardo Di Vinci.  I just used all the paper I have and went to the dollar store to buy more pens…just feeling inked this summer.  Can’t stop.  Robot Artist.  Exterminate.  Exterminate.

I’ve had these scanned but not posted for a while (I know I am in trouble yet again).  I’m going to post them on my illustration and abstract pages.

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On the first day of my job, I walk into a production studio to hand in paperwork. A young gentleman stands up to shake my hand when I walk into the room. "Wow! You are tall." he states. I point to my heels of my shoes. "Wow! You are short." Laughter lights up the room. Matt Damon San Francisco Clear Channel Radio With an electric soul of an artist, Heather Deogracia, has an interesting personality that uses her manic branches of her mind to express her sense of humor, expand the creative hourly illustration addiction and continually read big books about artistic principles, elements and glorious techniques to feed her intellectual capabilities. “With a splash of color and chemicals in my brain, I have to clean it out once a day or it must flash flood my other organs.” Heather Deogracia Proud to start staging a background of her latest achievements, Heather was on the front page Sunday Feature in the Midland Daily News on Oct. 19, 2016 and is an Award-Winning Fine Artist for the state-wide competition Legacy Trust Award Collection for the past three years in a row. She displayed in over 30 exhibits and fundraisers in the tri-city area over the past four years. She has earned a 2017 Leadership of Bay County Achievement Award from Studio 23 and a Midland County Art Letourneau Award for "Collaboration and Creativity in Community Support". A harshly educated woman, Deogracia spent five years to earn a double major Bachelor’s Degree of Science in Medical Illustration in Pre-Medicine and Fine Art at California State University in San Bernardino. At the same time period, she held down three jobs as an Intern for the District Attorney, Graphics Editor for the college weekly newspaper and created the Peer Health Education program. Her artistic talents covered in the fine studio art requirements included painting, color theory, graphic design, photography, figure drawing, advanced drawing, watercolor, sculpture, illustration and art portfolio assignments to keep work organized. In the sciences, she has a background in chemistry, organic chemistry, biochemistry, advanced human anatomy and psychology, biology, genetics, comparative animal psychology, marine biology and medical microbiology. Currently, she has been an art instructor for workshops for the past year for Creative 360, teaching private art lessons and writing a graphic novel soon to complete by the beginning of 2018 named Heather Hurts Inside: Illustrations of a Broken Human. The new true story is about a suicidal bipolar woman that is prescribed Ritalin at the age of 38 and she reverts back to her glory days of her life. The truth is that no one knows the past is killing her mind.