So I am on the internet and found the most BEAUTIFUL book I have ever witnessed and it has altered my life with in an hour. WOWser. I found this website name Biodiversity Heritage Library and tackled the first book that I picked out of a 100 names based on the search box with Human Anatomy. The lame name is “Human Anatomy” from 1918 and come to find out the book is online on e-bay in hard cover for 14.99. Then I found who the Dr. is that wrote it and illustrated it. Yeppers. By: Gray, Henry, – Lewis, Warren H.
I am going to first create my ink illustrations with realistic images and then I will draw with my eyes closed. I’m going through the book and now I found my purpose for my life. Life is easy now. Very easy. I do find out about the crazy world at the moment and have to stay inside. Ummm…that is what I have been doing for the past 15 years. The daily routine will work for me.
Making a big list of goals now for this year is fine with me. Planning on and focus on a few secrets in the background. No art tonight unfortunately. Gone to cry myself to sleep. Sob sob sob. Maybe tomorrow then.